Hello again ..I can't believe that so much time has past since I last posted. So much has happened yet it doesn't seem that long ago. Well if I start at the beginning that might help...Last October I had a crash in my car which triggered off my depression ( I haven't suffered with this for over 12 years) I wasn't hurt and neither was anyone in the other car but as it was my first ever accident in 17 years of driving I think I shocked myself. I ended up being off work for a month, it was awful I couldn't even talk to people on the phone and I struggled to go out. Thankfully I beat it again and went back to work. Honestly I wish I hadn't as it was the most stressful place in the world to be. Instead of easing my way in I was chucked head first into nearly 50 hour weeks and ended up working all over Christmas..This resulted in me making my mind up that it would be easier to step down from my deputy position..I am now just a carer and it is so much easier, it doesn't mean that I am completely happy in my work, it just means I have less responsibilities....The only downside of stepping down is that my employer has now changed my hours to the most ridiculous rota I have ever had...one week I work five full days in a row(including the weekend) then on the other week I work a full day on the friday! I think that these shifts are my punishment!!!!
On a different note I have also had a bit of a image change. I have had all my hair cut off and gone much lighter I needed a change and thankfully I have had all good feedback even from hubby!!
I have also given up smoking, I haven't had a fag in five weeks and touch wood I haven't been tempted. The cravings have been quite weak this time so I think I have cracked it. Food does taste a hell of a lot better but I have had a blocked nose since I stopped and I am struggling to find all this extra energy that giving up is supposed to give you...maybe it will jump out at me when I'm least expecting it!
I have also discovered the most fantastic trilogy of novels they are the Fifty Shades set and from the minute I read the first page I was hooked I ended up reading all three in four days and that is good going for me as they are roughly 600 pages each.For those of you who haven't read them I suggest that you go and get a copy. Just for you I will write what is written on the back of the book
Romantic, liberating and totally addictive, this is a novel that will obsess you, possess you, and stay with you forever.
When literature student Anastasia Steele interviews successful entrepeneur Christian Grey, she finds him very attractive and deeply intinidating. Convinced that their meeting went badly, she tries to put him out of her mind - until he turns up at the store where she works part-time, and invites her out.
Unworldly and innocent, Ana is shocked to find she wants this man. And, when he warns her to keep her distance, it only makes her want him more.
But Grey is tormented by inner demons, and consumed by the need to control. As they embark on a passsionate love affair, Ana discovers more about her own desires, as well as the dark secrets Grey keeps hidden away from public view....
If you are tempted to read these books be prepared to put aside a few hours, because once you start reading believe me you will not be able to put it down and once you've read the first one you will be desperate to read the next so get all three at once!!! I made the mistake of just bying the first one on its own and had to wait until I read the next ones!!!
The next picture will make a good visual of what I think Christian Grey looks like....
While looking for this picture I came across another that I thought was funny but said it all...
Until next time...
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